Madeira Desouza
Young. Muscle. Sexy.
Now comes a warning: Viewer caution and discretion is advised. The material presented here online is intended for mature adults only.
The content of this website is tailored to gay men who are age 18 and up in the United States and around the world.
This site is especially for anyone who is curious about the world of bara illustrations and stories. I invite you to spend some time with the men I create for my controversial stories and illustrations.
Rough Time Treks Gay Men
I am first and always a storyteller. Learn more. I have written a very twisted, character-driven science fiction time travel adventure novel entitled Rough Time Treks Gay Men.
The theme of power over men is the heart and soul of my novel.
My audience is adults who like to read adventure stories featuring masculine men in situations of danger and peril that include very explicit man-on-man sexual scenes.
This is not erotica. This is science fiction in the novel format with real depth and a character-driven, compelling story. See the profiles of the four main characters.
Rough Time Treks Gay Men, a science fiction time travel adventure novel, is available for downloading as a pdf eBook (about 160 pages total) free of charge. The pdf is approximately 12 MB. The is the special bundled edition including controversial illustrations and the complete text of the science fiction time travel adventure.
(complete text with illustrations — about 160 pages total)
Synopsis
A time travel agent from the future is sent on a mission back to the 1990s where he meets a male sex worker in Nevada, a personal trainer in Arizona who is living in denial about being gay, and, a young man from New Orleans who uses his psychic powers to take sexual advantage of other men. Their behaviors during the 1990s create quite a mess in the timelines on Earth that must be repaired to spare many people in the future from untimely deaths.
Preview of Opening Scene
Hung from a thick brown rope wrapped around a wheel wench is a muscular, naked man with his arms bound behind his back kicking desperately as his neck is being crushed in the noose. His long dark brown hair is tied behind his neck into a queue that makes me perceive he is a Native American.
The entire inside of my mouth is suddenly very dry, and I am having great difficulty breathing as I run towards him. That hung Indian is powerfully built. He is someone who seems obviously capable of having put up very considerable resistance against this merciless fate. His muscular body draws my full attention. His large feet are wildly kicking as I reach the hanging machine. He groans when he sees me as if to try and tell me something, but I do not understand. How long has he been hanging here like this?
His thick cock and large balls swing from side to side as if he were dancing in the sky. All I can do is just stand there, staring at this incredibly masculine man, who is completely helpless and obviously dying quite painfully. He looks like he is about thirty years old–the same age as me. His high cheekbones convince me that he is definitely an American Indian. I am helpless, too. I am sexually attracted to this naked and defenseless man at the hour of his gruesome death and I am not ashamed to admit how I feel.
I realize that the wench wheel was used to draw the thick rope upwards into the air without injuring this doomed man. Whoever lynched him deliberately and very carefully hoisted him in exacting fashion upward by that rope around his neck aided by the wench. His powerful biceps flap helplessly in the air like wings that might let him fly away and end his suffering.
Whoever hanged him pulled him off the desert floor into the air just a few moments ago, intentionally preserving this man’s spine intact. His entire body weight draws downward, ever tightening the noose steadily around his large neck–a slow brutality that no doubt provided his executioners an extended time to watch his desperate kicking before I scared them off, leaving him to continue to suffocate in agony without mercy before he dies.
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Reader Feedback
I read Rough Time Treks Gay Men and it really was an exciting ride. I have no other way to describe it but a “ride.” The pace of the book was superb. I would be moving along and then “bam!” the unexpected would happen.
Your ability to weave the multi-timeline plot was impressive. I continuously found myself being surprised by events.
I must admit, the first chapter made me a bit nervous. I thought the book was going to take the direction of straight-up erotica with no real story or depth behind it. Boy was I wrong!
Beautiful writing, I am impressed! I think it is very upscale sensual reading. Great work!
This is definitely not your “normal” read. I think that if you are a GLBT Dr. Who or Torchwood fan you might be more inclined to find this an interesting read as I did.
It’s been a couple of days since I’ve finished reading it and I’m still processing the story. Most free novels are short, this is a huge book and I believe it contains all the other novels in one offered by Madeira Desouza currently on Barnes & Noble.
However going to this website and downloading it gives a much better experience with all the magnificent illustrations!
I’d like to read more of his novels. Thank you for an interesting read Madeira Desouza!
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Purpose and Intent
I am Madeira Desouza, the writer/illustrator of this website. Here is what I have to say:
I tell stories and create illustrations about masculine men involved with one another to provoke the viewer. I have seen all my life how straight people do not like to see masculine men showing affection towards one another. Straight people will accept drag shows and comedies about effeminate gay men. And why not? Those are non-threatening. But, if masculine men are depicted in a story or images showing sexual interest in one another, oh boy, that suddenly becomes very threatening to straight people! Some gay men I have encountered also find it uncomfortable to witness masculine men showing sexual interest in one another. Gays relegate such masculine men to the pejorative category of being “too butch.” For all of these reasons, I choose to provoke the viewer in my stories and illustrations.
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